Thursday, April 20, 2006
MAN. i wonder whether
Sushen got miss me not. wahaha.
so long nvr meet up le. last time used to go swimming tgt.
got one period keep shopping. and of coz some wishes only known to both of us! heh.
wah feeling so nostalgic now. got one period she keep coming my hse after poly.
haha then she damn good still buy food for my grandma.=x. k i know i lazy!!!
now my grandma also keep asking why she nvr come le.
or ask whether got meet her not. i also dont know what to say.
althou smtimes she really damn blur la & of coz i bth. LOL.
but thats what makes her stand out. (we're both actually self-inferior confessed sporeans.)
she always feel herself this bad la that bad la, but when i look at her.
comeon i envy her big eyes and sweet smile k. oh her eyebrows too. i might sound sick but its true. her brows not too thick and long enough. i dont want manda's one. HAHAHA =x. woops sorry!
and she 24/7 can lend money to me!=x. interest free. can take my time to return.
wah lau nowadays where got money-lender so gd one? ONLY FRENS OK.
oh yah not forgetting her treats. ratio i treat her and she treat me 1:3 ok. HAHA =x.
as im typing this im smiling like f.=D.
smth i used to dislike hearing frm her. "im going drinking" or "im drinking".
but what can i do? tell her dont always drink also like that. at least if she drink with me i feel we both are safer? a girl really shldnt drink often.
but im glad she nvr really drink now alrdy.(i think la.) hah.
smtimes the things she do i dont really think she shld be doing so, but i just kept quiet. becuz i always believe we're of the same maturity meaning she knows what she's doing.
thou i always like to tease you (esp with amy), coz her reactions are darn funny. funny until im addicted to teasing her. haha. really!
seriously its not the shopping, movies and all, but i really like it when we DAY DREAM.
we've actually been thru quite alot now. and i always felt very particular sry for that incident.
hai. i dont really wanna talk abt it. but when i think back its like i almost could feel the hurt she bore. if she knows me well. i dont know how to express in words or actions. but this is from me to her.
somehow, i feel you changed abit. i dont know how to describe. and worse how to tell you.
but i accept what you are. coz when the trees are planted, its rooted to the ground.
theres nth to be shy abt being what you really are. if im bitchy, im bitchy! youre blur, you re blur! that is it.(:
now everytime call her hp also off. then she working also. she like always with her other fren call her come out always not free. hai. then also nvr call us out.:( SUPER BUSY GIRL!
just hope maybe when she start poly she will have time to hang out again.
i dont know what she'll think when she read this entry or will she ever come to read. that busy girl. i also dont know how if she gets pissed for saying her like that. but this is just to let her know what i've been thinking all the while we've not met up, missing the times.
ikeptYOUintheBOTTLE.
4:04 PM
